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Stewart called me at work about 6 am this morning...
I told him about R and I. He told me that I should give him a chance... He wants a "rondevous" with me, he says that I may not want R back if I would just give him one chance....
I discouraged him... But I didn't outright say no... Afterwards I couldn't figure out why I wasn't more forceful with him... (with Stewart it takes being rude for him to hear the word "no")
R is slipping into old habits... Just like he has in the past when we try to get things worked out... I hate to always be reminding him of things... He is a grown man, he should be able to take care of some things by himself, right?
He just keeps "forgetting" things... And he hardly ever sleeps, he gets home at 10 pm or later, stays up until 2 or 3 on the computer, and leaves the house at 6... I tell him how irresponsible this is, and how it is effecting his memory, and thought processes, but he just blows me off...
On the computer he is talking to other women... And looking at porn for hours...
we haven't had any sexual contact for at least 10 days.... I guess I'm feeling neglected...
Am I just being overly sensitive???
I told him about R and I. He told me that I should give him a chance... He wants a "rondevous" with me, he says that I may not want R back if I would just give him one chance....
I discouraged him... But I didn't outright say no... Afterwards I couldn't figure out why I wasn't more forceful with him... (with Stewart it takes being rude for him to hear the word "no")
R is slipping into old habits... Just like he has in the past when we try to get things worked out... I hate to always be reminding him of things... He is a grown man, he should be able to take care of some things by himself, right?
He just keeps "forgetting" things... And he hardly ever sleeps, he gets home at 10 pm or later, stays up until 2 or 3 on the computer, and leaves the house at 6... I tell him how irresponsible this is, and how it is effecting his memory, and thought processes, but he just blows me off...
On the computer he is talking to other women... And looking at porn for hours...
we haven't had any sexual contact for at least 10 days.... I guess I'm feeling neglected...
Am I just being overly sensitive???
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umm... is that meant to be sarcasm? Am I being too sensitive? Maybe I am wanting too much...?
It would be nice if he came to bed on the nights I am home, instead of staying up late on the computer and falling asleep on the couch... maybe we have more problems than I thought... couples therapy, perhaps? I just don't know what to do...
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